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Entah~

ketakutan hinggap
membayangi kebahagiaan

akan ada musim dingin
setelah musim panas

daun akan gugur
sehabis bunga bermekaran


akan datang malam dingin
setelah pagi yang hangat


kebahagiaan ini~
akankah bertahan?

tidak~ tidak ada yang abadi
di lembah fana ini
semuanya fana~
semuanya berbayang~

entah~
entah kenapa yang fana ini indah
begitu indah
hingga sanggup membawa
kesakitan yang menusuk

perjumpaan ini~
akankah berakhir dengan perpisahan?
perpisahan yang membunuh
membunuh jiwa dan perasaan

entah~
entah mengapa aku berharap
kebahagiaan fana ini akan kekal

tuhan, izinkan aku
untuk menjaganya lebih lama
aku ingin menjaganya,
kebahagiaan ini
hingga ku menutup mata
hingga aku, ia, kami duduk disampingmu

entah apa yang telah kuperbuat
hadiahmu begitu indah
begitu membahagiakan


tuhan,
jika aku tidak sanggup menjaganya
tolong jaga dia
agar selalu menjadi kebahagiaan
yang abadi di lembah fana ini
entah mengapa
aku begitu memujanya
tolong jaga dia
hanya untukku
hanya untukku!

entah mengapa aku egois
tapi kumohon
hanya untukku!
Untukku, tuhan!
Selamanya
hingga kubawa untuk bertemu denganmu

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