Life Is a Fight

Life is not as sweet as movies, or at least life is not even near with it. At this stage, I think people in my age have realized many things. Things that we didn’t really expect to know, or notice. Not because we don’t want to discover new things, but it’s probably because this is so ugly as a truth. An ugly truth. At this stage, I’ve come to realize that life is so cruel, yet it mostly doesn’t go the way we wanted to. Not that because we’re not grateful of what we’ve got, but just… too many shits happen that we even have no word to express. Speechless.

This might be crazy, but i don't know why probably i'll get even crazier if i don't write it all down. And i don't even know that probably this stupidity shouldn't be published yet just to be kept by me alone. but i just think that if there are some other people who feel the same as me right now, probably they just don't know how to say it, how to express it, or probably the feeling is just too random that they don't even know what they are actually feeling. I never thought a love can come so easy and in the form that we never thought it would do. Like, it would be better if love come from a really long process or long time so that means you have enough reasons that could justify you to love that person. But when you only meet him in a blink of an eye, in a really short time but then you already fell in love, I don't know if i can say that this is wrong or how. But it just doesn't feel right at all.

Ini Indonesia Pernah ngga terlintas di pikiran kalian seberapa bangganya kalian jadi warga Indonesia? Well, for most people mungkin akan bilang “gue bangga kok jadi orang Indonesia”. Trus kalau gue tanya balik “bangganya kenapa?” mungkin akan ada beberapa yang jawab “bangga, karena Indonesia kaya sama kebudayaan, alam nya juga kaya”. Hmmm... wait. Have you guys ever thought like this?