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untitled poem

heaven was gone
as it remains in mind

the rain falls in eyes
for the cuts that cant be heal

its like you're pouring salt in my scars
the pain's just too deep


wonder if they know 
wonder if they feel
how much it means

i was supposed to cry
cause it was supposed to hurt
but smile came out on face
with a bright hope in cold memories


welcome future prince,
who's much classier and less trashier
rain won't fall down again
cause past doesn't worth the feelings

don't know where to turn
don't know where to go

watching the rain drops in my window
waiting for prince with a white horse

too naive to say it was nothing
when it was actually everything
then i wake up
this is the way

open the door wide to heart
feel the freedom of pain
pain from being treatened wrong
pain from all the cuts

goodbye my lullaby
welcome the hell
then i can see
heaven right there

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